Thursday, November 19, 2009

我不要再有这种感觉了!!



心情些许恢复了很多
昨晚真的辗转难眠,今早还发现眼睛有少少的微肿
昨晚,简直心情跌到最谷底
应该是当看见成绩那时起吧

21岁的大男生
留着眼泪在和姐姐通电话
第一句就对姐姐
我拿不到奖学金了

也许你会笑着说
就拿不到罢了,有什么好哭的
也许而言,你们不知道
它对我的重要性,家人对我的期望

做不到,这已成为事实
只是觉得,一开学就这样的心情

让我想起那时在Diploma竟然有一科不及格。
为了不要在有那种不喜欢的感觉
我下定决心不要在出现不及格在我的Diploma
果然我做到了!
大学了,已不是及格与不及格
是奖学金了

自认不聪明的我,需要比别人放更多的努力与精神
因为这一科的疏忽,我拿不到了。
我下定决心,我不要这种感觉再次侵袭我

我要做到

做到最完美,最好,而不是刚刚好!

8 comments:

always support u de XY said...

add oil!
u can do it! ^^

Haozai said...

Wa! this perempuan, are u foreigner or japanese? why ur name so long 1! haha
anyway, glad to see this comment at this moment. i need that~ ^^

小宗_BoBo said...

hey oyster~~

cheer up ya~~

gamabteh ya~~

same feeling wit u right nw ya...

last week i gt my quiz result terrible poor...

i m oso shocked to myself...

xyxyxyxyxy said...

lol i'm mixed geh
hokkien mixed with hakka
tats y name so long XD

Haozai said...

XiaoZong,i think Quiz didnt take so much mark in overall. haha! Dun fgt, u are best and maintain on 4-flat lo! ^^ trying to catch up with ur frenz, u are so frenzly, i tin ur frenz are super willing to help U. Gud luckz~

the name always very weird de Xy,
hokkien mixed hakka ah! such terrible. btw, im Teochew mixed hokkien. so I am teokien !LOL

KC said...

Hey.. Ur pengajian malaysia got grade one? Mine only pass or fail.. lucky

Haozai said...

KC,Coz Utar's Lan Subjects are not counted in CGPA, but we did!
I like Utar's way , not counted in CGPA ! haiz!

KC said...

Luckless lor u... Hahaa