Monday, November 29, 2010

祝福

认识你那么多年 多多少少都了解你了

不开心时 为何不说呢?

为何要逞强

也许

我真的真的太多事了

也许你根本不需要我的帮忙

我不是想太多

而是不忍心

我不帮忙了

也希望你们会和好

=)

Monday, November 22, 2010

压力

其实

我真的很压力!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

4th Semester's result

昨晚 带着疲惫的身心开着电脑

刚和朋友玩了一整晚

看了看好友们的近日状况才知道成绩出了

少了以前那种期待与紧张的感觉

没有像从前捂住眼睛那种好像有只鬼会随时从银幕跳出来的感觉

那一瞬间

心里哦了一声

感叹一下 默念着 尽力了

可惜的是 奖学金因为不达标准

飞了

睡前 满脑都是成绩

心情复杂 但复杂的不是因为成绩这样

毕竟我也预料了

我挣扎的是 我适合读这一科吗?

希望 这不会是错误的决定

Friday, November 19, 2010

It is all about PASSION !

Time flies without realising!

2 more days to go to brand new sems

Well, I've already lost my passion

but the only reason to keep me in studying is

I don't want to waste money.

this was the decision I've been made since one year ago

I shall find back the passion

I should understand and know where is the destination I should've heading to,

one more years to go, just one more years

I shouldn't give up !

but, who able to give me more passion and confident?!

I know,

That's ME :)

Have a great day to you guys!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

不想再说... ...

其实

我的对不起已经不值钱了... ... ...

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

新的乐章

那些答案对我来说

不重要了

我不要知道

我不需要知道

因为

我希望每一天

少一点烦恼

多一点开心

多一点充实

Sunday, November 14, 2010

给自己全新的未来

自己想通了没有?

其实我没有任何的东西来肯定我通了

毕竟才过几小时

真希望不是说了又忘记 辜负别人的好意

真的 他把内心深处的话来惊醒我

为什么我拿他出气?

为什么是他?

为什么我要这么做 ?

内心里的恶魔 请你走远

人太闲就会胡思乱想

其实还有很多内心话想说 不过就不知道如何表达

省略吧

最后 我知道我的本性不是这样

我要让很多人知道

也不要说 世界上有一个豪生就好

应该是 世界上有多多那种开朗的豪生 那该多好

我会做得比以前更好

我要斩草除根

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

你不知道的事

太多问题涌现在我脑海

可是 我却不能像考试那样 一一的回答那些问题

它没有规定的方程式

它可以是个任何答案都是可能性的

现在

你就是那个唯一可以回答我的问题的人

但对我来说

我却不想知道答案了

俗语说

Ignorance is bliss

我不想再被伤害

再次掉进迷失空间

原来

这些都是

我不知道的事

Monday, November 8, 2010

Holiday!

8th day of my holiday

it just a boring diary,HAHA!

I'm hardly to get a chance to stay at home to blogging during holidays.

you know lar, I'm kinda outgoing type.


The first thing I did when I came back from KL is drunk !

Did enjoyed the moment but felt dizzy when playing "tricked" games with my gangs., HAHA!


Hmm,my " best gift " of holiday is medicine.

I don't really like being sick.

It just like my BEST friend, following me to anywhere -.-

Well, just take it as Vitamin! gosh, itchy again!


Holidays really make feel relaxing

there is no tons of assignments and works.

Frankly speaking, I'm sick of going school,

it was really sucks and forced to be listening those goody-goody craps!

Well,this is the only moment I can get away from them :D


Actually, I have my tasks to do what I had been planned before the holidays started

yet my laziness has been invading my mind :P

kinda lazy to upload my BKK photos and blogging about my fun trip.

This is the life I want, no suckers , no works,

and... ...

 I need an Apple phone, please!